never good at relationships. clumsy at it even.
only a fool who desire nothing else but to make things right every time it starts to twist.
every time it happens, trying to set it right.
even if it means suppressing it all.
even if it not in character.
even if it was all just empty obedience for the mere sake of smoothness.
it was well worth.
a test of tolerance and deceit.
from it all ever rising.
from it all growing and learning.