thinking a lot lately.
reminiscing a lot lately.
pondering, wondering a lot lately.

complaining to myself all the time over little things that cut me within.

the first one made me cringe.
the second made me teared.

the third just made me SO mad.

if only everything was a game.
just die and restart.
just keyboard and mouse.
just guides and cheat codes.
just one click and its done.


why the excessive effort to fix things when you know you have to move on when everything crashes.


the 'lessons' that you 'taught' me, i learnt were never true, merely twisted.


how dare you. you fucked it all up.
all the bads just escalated to an ultimate level.

'Give me a break'?
dont worry. im doing further than that.

you want empty obedience?
the more you want it the more i wont let you have it.
i will give you what you dont want instead.
empty rebellion.


no hard feelings.


there are so many bombs i wanna drop.
but who's gonna clean up the remains after that?