no one likes empty obedience.
if it's just continuously its lifeless.

why dont you find a corpse then?

im immature. yes. but define your maturity level please.
im being princes-sy. yes. everyone gets selfish once in a while. even you.



work is a shit hole. even toilet breaks are to a bare minimum. like one the whole day.
then it's bills, paperwork, bills, cake orders and even more bills.

it's only tolerable when BF fetches me from work.

but its the 10th day already.
i must stay strong.

for the rest of the month, there's still :

plush with the girls
painting my room
Batam trip
cny preparation and the lion dance letterhead


am i missing anything else?
i miss my life of fun. life of freedom.

and mostly him.