gloog gurgle and gulp at 1:01:00 AM

argh!!

having trouble with uploading my pics.
blogger wouldn't eat them!

pardon the photo-less entry again. till next time.

anyway, i quit my recent job.
yeah, i know, all that stuffs about choo choo train. i realise 3 days later i didnt like the long hours.
i didnt have the time to meet up with my brothers and go out and do stuffs.

and i know there's people out there who works 12 hours shifts and 10 is long for me already.
damn long.
especially when you stand around and just service people shopping.
note: service people shopping
argh.
i dont like the way it sounds.
i rather entertain a kid as much as i dislike kids.

servicing people is one thing but people who are shopping!
and worst shopping for clothes!

bottom line: i dont regret quitting. =)
i salute those in the field of retail assistants or something.

throughout my 3 days there, i learned alot. as always, learning new things all the time.

you would be surprise how silly some people are when it comes to shopping.
the nice ones are so rare.

next time i will be super nice to the retail people. lols.

my working there reminds me of the time constraint in my life.
maybe its all psychological.
is anyone else feeling this? on how short your life is?



went and got my hair dyed! red wine.
but it doesnt look very red.
looks like normal black from afar.
hope it looks better when it fades. and i dont like brown.

and fon got her blue hair extensions! coolios to that.
she looked younger too.



finally after a week i went to find my brothers.
i appreciate them lots!

all the laughs and cries.
the nosiness of all of them together. and the silent company once in awhile.
i guess its what made us a family.

my secondary school teachers say its in secondary school where you find your life-long friends.
technically yes.
to me, there's only that much truth in it.

i havent been close to my brothers only till the third year of secondary.
yes i met most of them in the school.
but they werent the ones i were close to then.

in fact the ones i was close too, was well.....we drifted apart.
through the times, we got caught up in our lives.
he got a girlfriend. she's still with her boyfriend.
we didnt catch up with the old times.
we tried, but....

sometimes people move on.
and i've got to live that. we all have to.

and we make new friends all the time.

i know i complain all the time my life is short and i havent got enough time to do alot of things.
but i can still sit around and hang out with my brothers and spend time with my friends, even over a meal.
and do nothing but just laugh at jokes and talk and...
life is full of wonders.
i surprise myself sometimes.



i crave for pancakes from Macdonald's. and sugar cane juice.
bleahs. i have weird cravings.

and im not even pregnant.
i wonder what i will crave for when i am.
bet it's alot of cravings.

Singapore's national day soon. but the vibe hasnt hit me yet.
heard there's a marathon going on 8 August.
maybe i should join in.
lols.
me in a marathon? thats like... running.
i like sports but running is not sports to me.
running is like... leg exercise.

yucks.