gloog gurgle and gulp at 7:45:00 PM

my brother went and got a new pc monitor!! yeah.

Happy 18th Birthday Jenny.

its national day tomorrow and im not feeling the vibes still.
something is definitely wrong with me and my spiritual self lately.

spent last year's national day with Ars. and this year? im not sure.
pathetic isnt it? how things change so fast.

ouch huh...
it's reality.

even someone like Charlie is looking for company nowadays. so unlike of him.
probably the 'no-girlfriend' thing.


im still jobless. i think being jobless does things to you.
never mind that. i'm still sticking to the path i chose since secondary school.


wedding dinner with lajiao made me realise how i come off as someone whom im not to others sometimes.

i mean the cutesy pig? like come on.

do i really look like someone who likes pigs and screams at cockroaches?

no offense. not targeted at anything or anyone.


and boy said i'd be perfect if i were more sincere.
that was like a slap to me.
what makes him think im not?

sincerity needs no reason or explanation.


i think its the mental stuffs that weaken you spiritually.
seriously.