gloog gurgle and gulp at 3:37:00 PM

i'm still quite caught up in the drama of being in a relationship with someone only just.

it was 22 August.
but it didnt felt like that was the first day either. the dates made it feels like longer.

i felt weird. something died in me straight after i made the decision. but im not sad or anything.
i just felt different.


i have always been very independent.

i love the freedom of single hood. the daily schedules of doing things my own way without having to tell anyone anything.

i was an 'impossible'. all everyone could get me on was dates and that was all.

im still quite stunned at my choice. it wasnt even an impulsive one.
it took me weeks to think it through.

doesnt matter. i can still be all that.



in any case, hanged with Ching yesterday. Yaowei joined us shortly after.

her current boyfriend has baby face. he's 29 and he looks like early 20-something.
serious.
i hope she finds the bliss in their relationship.


one thing im enjoying now is the last stares i get. being attached meant im off limits.
it feels good.

i think all uncles and boys who are interested in girls only because they are girls and have boobs should freaking go drown themselves.

or males who get into a relationship only because they want to get it done with her and then leave her straight after should go lock themselves in a freezer.

it's a pity some girls actually live on their desperations and needs.

i dont ever want to be that kind of a girl.


somebody's birthday is coming.