He delivered me food again!
Past tense.
Next time i will have to reconsider answering to his 'Have u eaten?' smses.
In-the-near future.
I want to do something for him to let him know how much i truly appreciate him.
In-the-near future.
I feel bloated now.
Present tense.
My Hotmail server is down. No idea why.
Present tense.
So i will have to wait for a later date to upload the photos from the NTUAC's reunion. In-the-near future.
Nora's baby's present is still with me.
I will have to find time to pass it to her as soon as possible, before her baby grows older.
In-the-near future.
That's enough of examples.
Have you noticed the number of 'In-the-near-future' there were?
Gosh.
There's just so much to do.
There's always a future something.
I cant wait till i get everything i wanted to do done.
But there will always be more on my to-do list.
There always is.
I have so many little projects. Either undone or unfinished.
And the list is always growing.
I know it's as much as everybody else's. But still, i cant help but complain about it.
It feels much better complaining about undone things out loud.
And my new job at a boutique store is not helping much. Other than the income and new experiences, it adds on to the amount of 'string' i am deducting from my 'string of life'.
Yes. I got a new job.
One day of job search was all it took.
It just happened.
One minute i was browsing and doing some light-shopping. The next i was answering the shopkeeper's questions.
And then i was told to come to work the next day.
I guess the shop really does need work force.
It's huge. It's like four shop size or something.
Upload some recent photos later.
And my colleague is some china-foreign. Nice lady really.
A good chance to improve my Chinese.
Yaowei has been getting me to upgrade my current grade at Chinese. And it's huge influence.
With only an off day a week now, i will have to put my thoughts to action the moment i can.
Think choo-choo train.
Now i cant be lazy. It feels good to be on track with life.
From now on, every off day i get will be filled up with plans and activities.
Im not stopping for love and personals now.
Not now.
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The past makes us who we are today.
But i will have to agree to: Not everyone turned out the same even though they chose the same path.
I agree with you boy.
But it's really time to move on.
Everyone has their own past. Everyone changes once in awhile.
Live and let live.
You said you knew what forgiveness was.
But i said u dont.
Because you have yet learned how to forgive yourself.
And i dont know what forgiveness either.
I dont forgive. Im learning how to. Most of the time, i just merely let it pass.
But i dont forget what happened either.
I dont ever want to forget.
Can we learn things in different perspective without forgetting anything in our past?
