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Monday, June 04, 2007,

gloog gurgle and gulp at 10:41:00 AM

kid issues and a self-reminder



-Now-
Being bombarded by Gary's boredom and smsing with Yaowei. He's in a super high mood right now. I think it's the RedBull and his self-realisation of a self-defence technique. RedBull does things to u. It really does gives u wings.

-Sunday-
Liondance in the freaking morning and a whole afternoon of hot sun.
Nothing like a little good heat once awhile.
I sought out my thoughts and I have decided that my life is going at a rather slow pace right now. Even if i have stuffs going on daily and straight after work, i still think i can balance more in my life. I definately have issues.

I want MORE from life.

-Saturday-
Shrek 3 with Fon, Cheryl and her sis Auriel.
A reflective family comedy. But i got frustrated at the death of the frog king. Dying three times and only really gone at the fourth is an overrated joke. Everything else was a lovely stretch of creativity.

I was reminded that we choose who we want to be. Despite the rumours and the gossips and the badmouthing and the bitching and the putting-downs from the world on our imperfections, in the end it's still back to our plain old self.

And the thing about having kids. I know i will go numb when that time comes. I know i will. And to think that i'm only 17 until July. Im freaking out already.

How can one stand them? I mean i was a kid once but actually giving birth to them send shivers down my spine and the hairs on my hand.
They are cute and all but they do cry you know.
They scream and throw tantrums and want things they have yet learn how to earn for.

Argh. I have kid issues.

-Friday-
Kokpin's birthday. Celebration was simple but it wasn't that bad.
Two slice of Coffeebean cake, something i doubt he ever will want to eat cause it's just not to his taste.
And it's not often that he gets to stay out late and have supper with us. Even if it was just at 293's prata stall with just four of us.
And i'm glad he liked what i gave him.
Even if it was just a piece of paper. Lol.