gloog gurgle and gulp at 3:55:00 AM

I have been slacking around alot. Limited amount of work that reaches my short-term goals.
Lion dance two days in a row.
Trainings. Theres one later at night too.
Shopping and eating with Fon.
Spending alot of time with Yaowei[now known as papaya friend to Fon, lols] just hanging around instead of sleeping.

My papaya friend had a disturbing dream of me with the bastards[as he calls them] of 233.
Its not an uncommon questioning of myself.

What will a girl do under certain circumstances of humiliation, pressure and weakness?
Just so coincidently from PostSecret last week:

Yaowei said im being silly.
His constant reminding of the need to be careful makes me feel weak.
I admit females are weaker in certain areas of life compared to males but there are some areas when are stronger in.
I guess theres both sides to everything.

She came to find me out of the blue moon.
Shes still as sad and love-sick as before. That explains the constant excessive pressure shes putting on herself at work.
I have been giving the same advices and trying to get her out of her circle for some 20 months now. I guess im not that good anymore.
But i cant help her if she doesnt help herself.
All her reminiscences of that jerk is getting on my nerves.
Im willing to lend her an ear but seriously repeating them over and over ~i have my limits you know.
Thank god for my papaya friend for being around to assist me in trying to get her out of her broken-hearted moodiness.

Earlier yesterday, stretching the hole i have burnt in my money pouch further more.
Bought a pair of flats today at Bugis Street and went to find Fon at her workplace after getting her new Zen Stone mp3 from Sim Lim Square.

Some guy got my number again but this time, through KFC Delivery.
All i did was had KFC with Fon at her place and i got to know someone new.
And its a rule-breaking way of expanding the social circle.
Delivery ppl shouldnt be texting customers and making use of personal information gotten from work.