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Saturday, June 09, 2007,

gloog gurgle and gulp at 1:55:00 AM

damn this mix of emotions




The emotions im feeling right now.

My boss just dropped me a bomb earlier in the day and im still bumped about it.
He said i didnt have to go to work for the remaining month of June.

THE REMAINING MONTH OF JUNE. Argh.
I know, i should be feeling happy for break. But it's like so random.
Dont get it wrong, i still like the job. And the bosses.
I am contented about the short break but i dont want to laze the remaining month away.
Life is TOO SHORT.
I will start getting lazy if i rest too much and needless to say, FAT.
Im definately feeling frustrated and bumped now.
And impulsive shopping didnt help much.

It was Fon's first day of work today at Suntec so i paid her a visit.
And standing in for Fon while she slacked at the toilet with her friend who works at Carrefour, i made small talk with one of her neighbouring colleague.
Soon after i was buying two bottles of red and white house wine from her.
And when Fon came back, i was browsing through her pushcart stocks and ended up getting 4 sets of woodcrafts to top the wine:

A Kylin
A Dragon
A Snake [free gift]
A Tank [Father's Day coming anyway]

4 FREAKING woodcrafts. Argh.
Things i dont freaking have a necessity for. Well, except for the Tank one. At least its got good use.
The 10% off and free gift is not satisfactory mind you.

And the wine..... think i will bring one to my aunt's place for our upcoming dinner gathering.
But the WOODCRAFTS....gosh.
I still cant get over it.

I need to look for that second job now.
No more pondering on it.
Seriously.

Gosh...
Im tired of job searching.
And the whole get-to-know-new-colleagues phase.
And the whole to-and-fro-to-work.
And the whole learn-new-things-while-at-work experience.

God forbid, the laziness is in effect.